Sunday, March 13, 2016

Week 8: Review

Reviewing my past week: Back-up, check! Check-up, did it! Review, see below!!

This past week was rather easy on the assignments (no reading or writing), but I did get to do some fun posts! I have already received some happy comments on the music video I selected for my comment wall! My favorite announcement for the week has to be Friday's - I loved the Words of Wisdom piece!

I love this, because I think pictures can serve such an important purpose - especially in storytelling! (Source)


Week 8: Famous Last Words

Week 8, my goodness! The following week sure did go by quickly, and now I am beginning Spring Break! This past week I ordered my stuff for graduation - I got a little teary, I have to admit. It is crazy - four years ago, graduation seemed so far off!

Reading and Writing for the Week:
This was more of a review week - making sure I was prepared for the next half of the semester. I actually have 353 out of the 410 needed points to get an A - so in about 10 assignments I will be done!! I made a couple of posts on time, blogging, and reading, but my favorite was the extra credit post I did on creativity! I always love looking into how creativity is helpful (it gives me an excuse to buy more quilling paper).

Other Classes:
Oh boy, this week was a doozy. I have two exams in Improved Recovery, an exam in Production, a report in Capstone, and a presentation in Capstone. It was one crazy week - but I survived! I always hate midterm week (my anxiety just wears me so thin), but being able to come out of it is so rewarding! Also, I am only a couple months away from GRADUATING - and finally being done with these exams!!!!

Outside of School:
With midterms going on, I didn't have much time to do anything else. Which is really unfortunate - I think being able to devote just a little bit of time to yourself each day is so important for you health and happiness! I did do the graduation gear-up, where I got to buy my cap and gown. Also, I bought an aloe vera plant and put it in the cutest jar (see below). You have to reward yourself somehow, right?

Meet "Owl-O-Vera" - my newest plant! 

Leaning Challenges: The Semicolon Project

This week, the learning challenge I chose to focus on was happiness/health. I read a column by the OU Daily guest columnist JD Baker on depression, stigma in mental illness, and finding strength. What I really loved was in the column, he explained the "Semicolon Project." The idea is that people who struggle with mental illness are not stopped by it - it may slow you down, but you can make it through! He talked about the OUr Mental Health organization, which strives to let every student know that what they are facing is temporary - and that there is help!

My story isn't over yet (Source)

For me, anxiety can be a real bummer in my life. On days that there are tests or big assignments, my friends will make a note that I seem "off" - and that's because I am. I do not feel myself. Usually, I am confident and happy-go-lucky. But when the anxiety sets in, I just feel lost. I feel like there is no way I could ever pass that test. I feel that every conversation I have is going to end in someone hating me. I feel off. Luckily, I sought counseling, and have learned ways to manage this anxiety. It did not stop me - it just made me pause.


Growth Mindset: Creativity

For this week's growth mindset challenge, I decided to look into how the growth mindset and creativity can go together. Nicholas Provenzano wrote an article, "Creativity in the Classroom," which I think shows how the two ideas go hand-in-hand!

A wonderful quote by Arthur Koestler (Source: Omar Reyes)

When you are focused on getting end results (A's, a certain GPA, good test scores, etc.), you will get into a habit of doing a robotic-like routine to get those results. Instead of exploring different options, you will only do things that will get you that A. This is where the focused mindset puts a hinderance on creativity - being creative doesn't always get you that A, so put away your creative ideas and do things by the book.

By approaching things with the growth mindset, you don't have to sacrifice creativity - even in the classroom! Provenzano outlines three strategies to being creative while learning at the same time!

1. Open-Ended Projects: students get to choose the type of project they create and the rubric by which they will be graded. This allows for them to not be focused on the grade, but rather be passionate about exploring and discovering information about something that truly interests them!

- I think this is an excellent option for the classroom! Obviously, for some projects a teacher needs some guidelines for the sake of making sure their students are learning the important things. However, I think giving this out every now and then could be really beneficial. Take this blog post for example, it is a part of a very open-ended assignment. In fact, it is extra credit. I didn't HAVE to do it, I didn't HAVE to do my post over this article, I didn't HAVE to write as much as I have already written. But, because I was given the opportunity to do an open-ended project, I had the ability to explore something that interests me - and I think that is fantastic!

2. Genius Hour/20 Time: Devote a period of time each day/week for students to explore something that they are passionate about. They get to attempt things that they might not do outside of school, and can make connections between their passions and their learning!

- Oh wow! How easy would this be to implement in the classroom?! I always had those random bits of free time in class. If my teacher would have suggested something like this, I would have been able to get so much more accomplished! I think allowing students to explore their personal interests in a school setting is nice - they have someone to go to for help (how can they research their hobby, what does the library have to offer, what does the teacher know about it)!

3. Creative Team Building: Allow kids to get together and do some team building. The class isn't a competition (even though students are brought up to think that the one who gets an A is the 'winner'). When students are competing against one another they can forget how helpful it is to actually WORK TOGETHER!

- This is such an excellent point! I remember at the end of each year, the school would have an award assembly. Each student with the highest grade in each subject would get a medal. I was an overachiever, so I always got the gold medal - in every single class. Now, it was nice to be awarded for my hard work. However, my friends would turn against me. The students who didn't do so well immediately became the biggest bullies in school. And by the end of the day - I HATED those medals. If instead, we would have done something more inclusive for all students who TRIED and LEARNED throughout the year, this separation would never have happened. Working together would have been such a better goal, rather than pitting us against one another.


Sunday, March 6, 2016

Week 8: Reading Plans

SO I am almost finished up with this semester, but in the case that I plan on doing some more reading (which is very possible - I LOVE reading!), then here are two different options that I have moving forward:

Option 1:

I am writing about Krishna right now, so I would love to read more about his tales! I really loved reading the Dasha Avatar, so I think reading Bhagawat: The Krishna Avatar would be perfect for a reading option!

A depiction of baby Krishna - how cute?!? (Wikimedia)

Option 2:

I am a big fan of Buddhism, and would love to read up on some Buddhist legends!
Inayat. Twenty Jataka Tales
Shedlock. Eastern Stories and Legends


Week 8: Blog Updates

Introduction Update:

I went back on my intro post and added some cool facts about myself. I also added in a picture of a fish I recently quilled! I plan on writing a how-to post for that, and will include the link when I get there. I also went through and replied to a couple of comments on my intro post.

Blog Ideas:

Three blogs that really caught my idea included: Jessica's, Shristi's, and Ashlyn's. Overall, I liked their simplicity in font, font size, and font color. I think it is important to keep things easy to read! I also liked their blogs because they tended to have a pop of personality - shown via the background picture. I think having a fun, whimsical background is the perfect opportunity to show your personality!


Week 8: Time Management

Review: 

Originally I had planned on starting my week on Monday, and doing MWF work. I have since then worked very hard to finish this class sooner rather than later (I LOVE the extra credit options). I now have 329 of the needed 410 points for an A, so I am on the right track!

Plan: 

As the semester comes to a close, I will be focusing on the assignments that I want to do. Here is my schedule for the rest of the semester:

3/6/16 Time, blog, Music, Reading 10 points

3/10/16 Growth, HEART, Last Words, Review 8 points

3/11/16 More Comments, More Feedback 10 points

3/12/16 W9: Growth, HEART 4 points

For a total of 32 points, in addition to my Krishna story/revision and Kalki story/revision (40 points).

So, the plan is to be complete with all my work around the 12th, and only work on my storybook as I get revisions back!

Strategies: 

My basic strategy in life is to get the bad stuff over with. I tend to eat the green/orange gummy bears before I even glance at the red ones. I love to savor the good stuff, and I think that saving it for the end is the best practice (for me, at least). I have pushed really hard in this class, and others, to be as far ahead of schedule as I could be. This allows for those bad weeks (I was super sick last week), and also lets you enjoy the end of your semester more!

Can I use inappropriate language in these posts....anywho...get your shit done! (Clark Danger)

Week 7: Famous Last Words

Seven weeks down, nine to go! I am so excited about finishing this semester, yet so nervous about entering the real world. I think I am most excited about the travel opportunities that my job is going to offer - being about to go to Abu Dhabi for three months will be absolutely incredible. Although, it is also terrifying thinking about traveling to a different country. Anyways, back to the here-and-now. This week was a bummer for me - I was/still am sick, and life just sucks when you are sick. I didn't do much reading, but I did get to my story writing and other fun stuff!

Writing for the Week:

I think my best writing for the week was my Lotus story for my storybook. It details the life of Buddha before the was "Buddha". I am really liking the way the storybook is shaping up, and I am excited about my next story on Krishna and the Victory Banner!

Other Classes:

This week I pretty much finished up my midterm report for my Capstone course - I think it turned out perfect! I love writing technical reports, because they offer up the facts without all the bs that other types of reports include. I think beating around the bush can be quite annoying, so a technical style paper is always refreshing! (I say that...but then I also love writing those colorful papers too)

Outside of School:

The world doesn't rest when you do...so even though I was sick I had to suck it up at times and keep on going. This past week I attended an OERB Scholar Luncheon, an SPE Reservoir Study Group Luncheon, and had a meeting with a former boss (okay, that was more fun that work - but still). I had made my boss a quilled fish for giving me an internship, and so I was able to give it to him this week. You can see it below!
The quilled fish I made for my former boss, Bo. 


Week 7: Review

Week seven has come to a close! Next week is a heavy midterm week, and then SPRING BREAK!! YAY!! 

As always, I have done my back-up and check-up. Making sure to have a copy of all my work is handy just in case technology fails me - which is so my luck. 

I also reviewed the week's announcements. I love having those daily announcements, they offer some insight on what to expect for the day, some interesting facts/reading, and some nice humor. my favorite post for the week was on Friday. It was a post on spellcheck working properly - which sometimes it just fails you! In this course there are so many weirdly spelled names - I think Word has just given up on me! 

I am always questioning spell check! (Source).

Learning Challenge: Happiness

Over the past few weeks I have been doing a learning challenge from each of the HEART categories - health/happiness, empathy, attention, reading, and time management - and last week I completed the last category! I decided from now on I will focus on those that interest me the most - health/happiness and empathy! I am a proficient reader, and I am a skilled planner (time management and attention are vital skills for engineering majors!). For this week, I skimmed through the happiness articles on the challenge page and came across this one on "Turning a Bad Day Around" - so I will give you my thoughts on it!

I think the idea of taking steps to turning around your day is great (again, I LOVE lists and steps!). First: understanding the problem. Then, pausing for a moment to realize how great your life actually is. Finally, changing your routine and expectations to make sure you are on a path to happiness. 

These are realistic steps, and can be done fairly easily. I loves the case studies in the article. Key takeaways: focus on opportunities not problems (seems a lot like the growth mindset) and remember it's just one day (I think this is probably the most calming statement when I am in a panic). 

Anyone can turn their day around - it's all about having the right PERSPECTIVE! 

Key points to turn your day from bad to awesome! (Source).


Growth Mindset: Comfort Zone

This week, for my Growth Mindset challenge, I wanted to turn to memes. I think they can offer so much with so few words! Below is a meme of a cat in a pool with the phrase "all the good stuff is outside our comfort zone."

Just jump on in, the water is fine! (Source: Growth Mindset Memes)

I think it shows that sometimes our comfort zone may look like the best option, but if you just step outside of the box every now and then, you will discover some pretty awesome things. This cat doesn't know it, but swimming can actually be a blast! 

Thursday, March 3, 2016

Week 7 Storytelling: Krishna's Facebook Posts











Author's Note:
This story is from the second half of the Narayan's Mahabharata (from about page 114 to the end). I used the Facebook simulator storytelling style, because I wanted to tell the Mahabharata in Krishna's point of view - and I think taking little pieces from each part of the Mahabharata gives it a neat feeling. I wanted to give Krishna that cool-dude vibe, where everyone just loves following his posts. Yudhisthira, of course, has to be the level-headed one in the story. And I thought it would be entertaining to have Duryodhana depicted as an immature boy who copied people's profile pictures (we all know THAT guy). I limited the number of "Facebook users" to try and keep it simplified.

Bibliography:
R. K. Narayan, from The Mahabharata (1978). Book.
Source: Reading Guide.

Image Information:
Krishna profile picture, shows him as blue with his discus. (Source: Nya)
Dhritarashtra profile picture, he is the blind king of the epic. (Source: Smriti)
Karna profile picture, shown trying to get his wheel out of the mud. (Source: India NetZone)
Duryodhana profile picture, shows him trying to hide in the lake. (Source: TopYaps)
Arjuna profile picture, shows him shooting a bow. (Source: TopYaps)
Yudhisthira profile picture, shows him standing with a bow and arrow. (Source: TopYaps)
Vidura profile picture, depicts him as a very stoic old man. (Source: FreeIndia)


Sunday, February 28, 2016

Week 6: Review

As usual, the final thing I do each week for this class is the backup/review everything. I have made sure to backup my blogger and google site - no worries there! I also made sure all of my declarations for the week had been completed! And finally, I read over the daily announcements for the week. My favorite post is actually from today, Sunday. It was on creativity (see below), and I just love that. I think sometimes it is good to be "by the book", but other times it is great to just let loose and let your imagination free!

A graphic on creativity (Writing Laboratory).

Week 6: Famous Last Words

Week 6 down, 10 more to go! Only 75 more days until GRADUATION!!!! It is really crazy how fast this semester is going - and I can't decide if I like that or not. This week was not too eventful, but next week will be a doozy!

Reading For The Week

I finished up the Mahabharata, and was really pleased with how it ended. I will be using the story of Krishna for my storybook, and Krishna plays a big role in the Mahabharata. I really enjoyed getting to see the lives of the Pandava brothers play out - I think they could have done many things differently, but it made for a great story!

Writing For The Week

This week I worked on a story about Dharma for my storybook. You can visit that story here - I think it turned out pretty good, if I do say so myself. I really enjoyed working off of the Vincent, Megan, and Brooke storyline. Vincent is an old man who is telling to young girls stories about the god Vishnu. The idea behind the storybook is to teach others about Vishnu, Ashtamangalas, and some basic Indian principles.

Other Classes

I found out that I did pretty well on my Production exam - which was such a relief. I have a couple of tests coming up, so I am going to use that same growth-mindset approach and trust in my knowledge on the subjects! In Improved Recovery we have switched gears from waterflooding to simulators, which is exciting! Capstone is also coming together really nicely - we almost have all of our maps completed and now we are working on our midterm report.

Outside Of School

Like I mentioned last week, I have set up my salt water aquarium (again...I actually got it last year, but it crashed on me during winter break). I have four little fish in there (all damsel fish - easier to flush a $5 fish than it is a $50 fish). You can see my little neon damsel fish below, his name is Spark McDark. The other four have yet to be named....we are going through the trial period so it is best to not get too attached to the fish (they may die...and if they have names it makes it more sad).

One of my fish, Spark McDark. 







Saturday, February 27, 2016

Growth Mindset: Self-Directed Learning

When browsing the Growth Mindset links, I came across an article called "Three Questions to Thrive as a Self-Directed Learner" (read it here). I figured this would be a good read because I am always looking for different approaches to learning (also, what's better than three simple questions?).


Question 1: What do you know? What do you not know?

The key here is to be self-aware. Understanding what you do/don't know is vital to being able to move forward and learn new things!


Question 2: How do you achieve goals to learn something new?

The next step is to identify how you learn! Maybe you are wanting to learn how to bake a cake - do you choose to follow a YouTube tutorial, go to a cooking class, or maybe just wing it? It doesn't matter which way you choose - as long as it fits your learning style!


Question 3: How do you show what you know? What you can do?

This is probably the part that I struggle with the most - being able to represent/communicate myself and my abilities with the outside world. I think it is so important to not sell yourself short. And while yes, there is such a thing as bragging, no one will get to know how cool you are until you give them a little piece of what makes you, you! I like to take pictures of my quilling and post it on social media - it is a nice way of saying "look at this cool thing I did". It is also important to use your self-learned skills to your advantage on things like resumes - for example, I always like to put my GPS skills on there. I have been making maps with a GPS since I was in junior high. This is a unique, self-learned skill, which is quite useful in many situations.

I think this is a nice breakdown of different steps you should take to learn something new! (Source: Beth Kanter).

Learning Challenge: Time and Checklists

For this week, I wanted to do a learning challenge focused on time management. I am pretty good with planners/to-do lists/goal setting/etc. but I am always looking for a way to be more efficient with my time. This week I read an article on checklists (read it here). It explains why small goals can actually help motivate us to accomplish BIG things.


First, when making a checklist, set real, small goals. The author of the article calls them "SMART" goals.
- Specific
- Measureable
- Attainable
- Realistic
- Time-bound

You need to be able to achieve these goals in the short-term aspect of the bigger goal.

The reason behind why this works? Dopamine - a chemical in our brain connected to good, positive feelings. It motivates us to continue doing those tasks (if something makes you feel good, you will want to keep doing that thing).

Personally, my desktop is filled with sticky-notes of checklists. I love organizing my life by class, assignment, outside of class, etc. You can see these lovely, color-coded, sticky notes below:

My desktop - lots of checklists! 



Wednesday, February 24, 2016

Week 6 Reading Diary cont: Narayan's Mahabharata


This is the final part of my reading diary for the Mahabharata by Narayan.

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Hesitant Hero


Eeek, I always get uneasy when the phrase “bad omen” is used in these books. Like, you know exactly what is going to happen – destruction. Here, there is blood rain, earthquakes, and mad dogs. Gee. What a great way to start a battle.

I found Arjuna’s sadness at having to kill his family touching. But I really liked how Krishna explained the concept of “detached conduct”. It’s like with a jury having to decide a verdict – you cannot be biased. You have to be objective about the situation. The Kauravas have done wrong, and so the Pandavas must fix it. It is sure to be difficult, but it is the right thing to do.

The different battle formations were interesting to think about – I can picture a heron-shaped formation attacking the fish-shaped formation! I think this will be a good piece to add to my storybook tale on Krishna!

Delirium of Destruction


The fighting between Arjuna and Bhishma is so sad – neither wants to kill the other. Arjuna could easily take down his grandsire, but he is held back by his love for him. Bhishma is caught several times by Duryodhana – he is watching the Pandavas with love and admiration.

Okay – what the heck – Arjuna uses Sikandi as a human SHIELD. Sikandi is actually Amba reincarnated (Bhishma spurned her, so she came back as a male to take revenge), and since Bhishma knows this he will not shoot at her. So Arjuna just has Sikandi stand in front of him so he can take down his foe. How lame is that? I could imaging re-writing this with a poor little woman strapped on a shield, being used during war.

The Kauravas are a sneaky bunch – in an attempt to capture Yudhishthira, they distract Arjuna. And then, Arjuna’s son gets killed while trying to break a lotus formation. They really shouldn’t have done that – Arjuna is not a guy to mess around with!

I understand why Krishna suggested that they defeat Drona by telling him his son, Aswathama, has perished – but, that is pretty harsh. You know it is a harsh move when Arjuna refuses to do it (also, he understands the pain of having your son taken from you).

This battle is filled with deceit! Yudhishthira lies about Drona’s son’s death – Karna brings up honor, but then shoots Arjuna while they were talking. But final,y Duryodhana was defeated by Bhima.
A depiction of the battle between the Kauravas and Pandavas. (Source: Wikimedia)


Victory and Sorrow


Dhritarashtra tried killing Bhima with a hug – A HUG! Watch out ladies and gentleman, killer hugs on the loose! What was that old man thinking? Who even does that? I mean, I get that he is upset that his sons have died…but that doesn’t mean you try to hug someone to death!

I am constantly disappointed in Yudhishthira. He is all torn up about killing all the Kauravas and has decided to throw a pity party. For himself. Not all the women who lost their husbands. Not all the soldiers he commanded who lost their friends. No. He was sad for himself, because now he has to be a king. This dude is a straight up loser. He doesn’t understand responsibility, he doesn’t even try to do what a king should do. He gambles away his kingdom. He forces his brothers and wife to go through years of exile. He takes thousands of soldiers into battle, where may die. And then he cries when he was to be king again. He really needs to sort out his problems.

Tuesday, February 23, 2016

Week 6 Reading Diary: Narayan's Mahabharata

This is the third part of my reading diary for the Mahabharata by Narayan.

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Servitude


Oh wow, I cannot believe that the Kauravas would set out to harm Virata! They are truly cruel people. It was odd to me how sure these men were of themselves – “there can be no doubt about [the Pandavas perishing in a fire].” Did they think it too difficult for the Pandavas to survive in exile?

I can imagine Bhima (aka Indian Hulk) uprooting a tree to conquer his enemies – and then Yudhishthira has to remind him that he is in disguise (key Bruce Banner breather techniques). And then picturing Arjuna having to pretend to be clumsy and fumble around – lol, they must be counting down to seconds for the ability to be themselves again!

Arjuna was so supportive when he was the chariot driver for Prince Uttara. I think that is such a great quality to have – be firm, but kind when trying to support someone! And even though the Prince turned out to be kind of a chicken, Arjuna showed grea spunk! Maybe a bit too much – he revealed himself to the Kauravas, which could have ruined the whole exile/be hidden thing.
A screenshot from a video on the title song of the Mahabharata. (Source: YouTube)

Warning Shots


Wow, the king is such a mean person sometimes. First, in the chapter before he threw dice at Yudhishthira (who does that?), and then upon seeing the five strangers dressed differently he gets all angry. He needs to take a chill pill. I was sad to see such a kind man act like such an awful person around those he found inferior to himself. It really shows how you should respect everyone around you – you never know when the person is a “diamond in the ruff”.

I am really interested in the Krishna part of this story (storybook!!). I am so glad he is on the Pandavas’ side, and I look forward to reading about his battles. Having to decide between a million soldiers or Krishna – hard choice – but I am glad Arjuna chose Krishna. It is the better choice!

War or Peace?


“Everyone knows that lawfully the Pandavas must get everything back…” so everyone knows that the Kauravas are wrong, yet they are still going along with their plans? It just doesn’t make sense to me. Does anyone ever think to stand up and actually DO something about it, rather than blabber on with empty words?

I really like this quote by Krishna: “The entire universe and all nature functions and keeps life growing only by a proper balance of action and reaction. Otherwise, creation will collapse.” I think it shows the principle of Dharma exceedingly well.

Another great line was by Vidura: “Do not pursue a line of action which is clearly unjust; happiness lies only in doing the right action.” I think this represents that ‘gut-feeling’ that we get when we have to make decisions. Somehow, you just KNOW when something is right or wrong. And when you do something wrong, guilt really eats away at you.

Action


Ah, as the battle nears, tensions rise. In the beginning of this chapter, it is mentioned that if a single baby of the opposing camp is left behind, it will harbor resentment and would go on to seek revenge. It is interesting how true that is – children carry on the wars of their parents. It is such a difficult cycle to break, but also a crucial one.

Draupadi had such a good point that one who commits sins ought to be punished, and one who does not punish the sinner has also sinned. It would be like someone letting a murderer get away with their crime. We have a moral obligation to do what it right – which includes punishing those who do wrong (hence judges, cops, etc.). I am glad that she stands up for herself here, and makes sure to remind everyone that there is a good REASON to have this war – those Kauravas humiliated her, and tried to defile her.

The back-and-forth mind of Dhritarashtra is so confusing. One second he is for his son, the next he is for the Pandavas – will he ever make up his mind? Although, I think he is seeing more and more how crazy his son is: “What undreamt-of evil comes to your mind!”

I like the pow-wow that Krishna and Karna have. Karna really needed to hear how his friendship with Duryodhana was not healthy - he was feeding into his friend’s bad behavior. At times like this, the best solution is to take a step back.

Sunday, February 21, 2016

Week 5 Review

Wow, how time flies. Already five weeks down! I have so much writing I want to do for my storybook, and I really want to read more about Indian beliefs. I will have to start prioritizing my time a bit better!

As always, I made sure to back-up my blog and storybook site. Now that I am making more changes to the storybook site, I really don't want to lose it all!

When looking back over this week's announcements, I really enjoyed a segment of the post on Friday! It was the "Words of Wisdom" - Man is more fragile than a flower, and yet harder than a stone. This really hit base with me when I think of how tough we all appear on the outside, but out minds/feelings are so easily damaged. When reading the stories on Rama, I found that he beat his enemies not necessarily with might, but rather with wit.

A Kashmiri proverb. (Source)

Week 5: Famous Last Words

Wow, already five weeks have went by! This semester is just zooming on - soon it will be graduation! Not much happened this week, but on the other hand, a lot happened this week - confusing, I know.

Reading For This Week


This week I began the Mahabharata by Narayan. So far, the Pandava brothers have been quarreling with the cousins (the Kauravas). The Pandavas share a wife, Draupadi, get exiled in a forest, and are beginning to set up for revenge.

It is quite the interesting read - very similar to the Ramayana. Some similar themes: women being treated like object. Some similar characters: Vishnu is reincarnated as Krishna.

I really enjoy many of the underlying messages that are included in the epic, and a gush of nice little philosophical tidbits in the Hundred Questions chapter,

Other Classes

This week I had my first exam of the semester - Production II. It went very well - I used a growth mindset approach for this test, where I focused on learning the material. I think this approach worked really well, and even if I don't make an A on the test I am pleased with the amount I have learned!

Outside of Class

This week I did some more seeing projects. An interesting one was making a cheetah print skirt for a frat guy...oh the encounters you have in college. I also decided to become a guest teacher (substitute) for Norman Public Schools this final semester. I love teaching, and I love kids - so why not combine them into something fun? Although, there is no chance I could be an actual teacher, I think this is a great opportunity to give back to my community!

Also, my salt water aquarium is up and ready for fish! I will be adding fish this week and will post pictures next week!

My aquarium! 


Thursday, February 18, 2016

Week 5 Storytelling: Hundred Questions and a Fish

Greetings stranger! My name is Maat Matsya. Maat is the sanskrit word for truth and law, and Matsya means fish. And thus, I am the fish of truth – I tell the stories and bring truth to the creatures under the sea. Today, I will tell the story of the Pandava brothers and the hundred questions.

My friend Bart the Bird had told me of five brothers chasing a mighty deer. They chased this deer all through the forest – this magical deer was too fast though, they would never catch him. As my pond is the only water for many leagues, I knew these brothers would soon come to quench their thirst. I waited patiently for them, for I do love to watch humans. They are so silly with their arms and legs.

I suppose I was not the only one privy to their location. The God of Justice, Yama, soon came to the edge of the pond. He muttered to himself that he wished to challenge these brothers to a trial of questions. He wished to test the brother’s strength of mind, especially the brother named Yudhishthira.
A goldfish, much like the narrator of this story. By Benson Kua

Just as the first brother was approaching, I saw the god transform himself into a yaksha. Yama was pretending to by the benevolent caretaker of the mystical pond. I curiously watched as Yama boomed, “Stop! This is my pond, and you may not touch it until you answer my questions.” Now this brother, named Nakula could not hear past his great thirst, and so he took a drink from the pond. Oh how I wished to shake him and tell him about the test, but I am only a fish after all.

Nakula fell to his death – or so Yama made it appear. Being the fish of truth, I could see past this illusion. The brother was simply in a deep sleep, which was a dirty trick indeed. But even I, the fish embodiment of truth, cannot resist a fun test!

Just a Nakula had fallen, the next brother ran up. His name was Sahadeva, and he too was warned by Yama. Like his brother, he ignored the warning and took a drink of the cold water. He too fell to his death (or deep sleep, to you and me).

A beautiful pond, by Easchiff

The third brother, Arjuna, appeared next. Oh how silly he looked shooting his arrows this way and that! He couldn’t see Yama, so he just shot in all directions. However, with this anger came even more thirst. And so, Arjuna joined his brothers in death.

Oh my, just thinking back to the fourth brother brings back such terror. This man was huge! His muscles were giant! He was none other than Bhima. I don’t know if the “brains or brawns” thing is true, but this brother also drank from the pond, despite Yama’s multiple warnings not to do so. Do these brothers even have ears? I know they do, because they are sticking out in such a silly manner – almost as silly as the human nose.

Now, the only hope for the Pandava brothers to pass the test was the final brother, Yudhishthira. I had heard from the gossip goose about this brother’s gambling addiction, so I was not feeling too confident in him being able to pass a test on strength of mind.
An underwater scene, by JulieLuke

The final brother approached the edge of the pond. Upon seeing his brothers, he paused. I could see his mind whirling, filled with many questions. How did his brothers die? Who did this? What is in this pond? The voice of Yama called out his warning, “do not drink the water until you answer my questions.”

Yudhishthira asked who the voice belonged to, and so Yama presented himself in his yaksha form. Once again, the brother was given the warning. Despite his great thirst, Yudhishthira agreed to answer the questions.

You might recall me saying this was a story about the Pandava brothers and a hundred questions. Well a hundred might be an understatement – there were SO MANY QUESTIONS! Yama really grilled Yudhishthira. The philosophy behind such questions was very complex. Even I, the fish of truth, could barely keep up. Yama really knew his stuff, but Yudhishthira proved to know it too! After many hours of questioning, in the heat of the sun, the brother was finally granted a drink from the pond.

Yama revealed himself as the God of Justice, and also revived the other brothers. This god, who was actually Yudhishthira’s father, was so proud of his son. As a reward, he granted the brothers with the power to remain incognito – which was apparently a good thing for they cheered so loud that they woke up my grandchildren.


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Author's Note:
I was inspired for this story by the Hundred Questions chapter in the Mahabharata. I wanted to retell this story in a creative way, and while I was browsing the storytelling style page I came across the "beneath the sea" option. I thought I could put a twist on the style and perhaps write a story about a fish creature watching all of the events happen before him. He knows the yakshas true identity, and he can also see the foolhardy Pandavas ignore the warnings. I think this offers a unique perspective of fish narrating the lives of the silly humans above - like we are a TV show for them!

I chose the three pictures above to represent the fish watching the scene play out. I wanted to show what the pond might have looked like - maybe not the cleanest of water, but if you are thirsty you will drink just about anything! Also, I like the idea of the image not being totally clear. The fish sees things in a slightly skewed manner, so having an underwater image lets the reader see what the fish sees.

Bibliography:
"Hundred Questions" by R. K. Narayan, from The Mahabharata (1978). Book.
Source: Reading Guide.

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

Week 5 Reading Diary cont: Narayan's Mahabharata

This is the second part of my reading diary for the Mahabharata by Narayan.


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Uncle’s Gift


I find it sad how Dhritarashtra must show his love for his sons by hating his nephews. It is also disheartening to see him struggle so much with holding his own opinion. He is being pulled in all directions, and that is bound to have a bad ending.

I think it is great how the Pandavas create an amazing city out of a desert! I am also really interested in seeing how Krishna plays a role in this story – maybe I can use it as inspiration for my storybook!


City of Splendor


Sakuni mentioned how the Pandavas were doing so well because of the grace og the gods and hard work, and I think many people can appreciate that statement. Not everything is handed to you – you have to work for it! Duryodhana seems to just want power handed to him on a silver platter, which just doesn’t happen.

I kind of like the idea of not beating someone with fighting, but with wit. Knowing Yudhishthira’s weakness, they are playing up to their strengths. While I don’t agree with their end game, I can appreciate their tactics!


Stakes Unmatched


Ah. Yudhishthira really disappointed me here. The “gambler’s frenzy” could have been prevented had he just said no in the first place. And then, to gamble off all his riches, his brothers, himself, and then his WIFE!

I was happy to see at least one man stand up for Draupadi – Vikarna showed great valor. He tried standing up for what was right…event though he was quickly dismissed. Also, I am happy that Krishna (Vishnu) came to Draupadi’s rescue!

To make matters worse….Yudhishthira gambled AGAIN. And yet again, he lost EVERYTHING. Now the Pandavas must wander in exile for twelve years. At any point, did any of the other Pandavas think to stand up to Yudhishthira?


Wanderings


At least Yudhishthira felt remorse. I am glad he at least understood that what he did was wrong…even though I’m not sure if he learned his lesson. I did not think it was appropriate for the Sun God to make Draupadi carry the magic vessel…why should she have to suffer more? Why don’t these Indian women stand up for themselves? These men are complete shit, and I wouldn’t stay with them for a minute. She is treated like property, she was humiliated in front of everyone – she should say GOOD RIDENS!

I find it interesting that these Kauravas are so bloodthirsty. Why are they so jealous of their cousins?

I find that being blunt about things is best when you are in a disagreement with someone. Let it all out, and then go on from there. Draupadi finally spoke her mind, and it was incredible. Her husbands let her down, especially Yudhishthira. He claims to be so virtuous, but he gambled. This lapse in judgement cost their family a lot, and I am glad they finally confronted Yudhishthira about it. He needed to understand how they all felt.


Hundred Questions


Oh geez, the Pandava brothers are at it again. They just cannot bear to listen can they? “Don’t drink the water,” says a creepy voice. “I’ll drink the water if I want to,” says the arrogant Pandava brother. At least Yudhishthira has learned his lesson and found some principles.

I enjoyed thinking of each of these guys dressing up in costumes to hide out in the kingdom. Bhima being a cook was by far the funniest picture!

 
A depiction of the dice game played, where Draupadi is humiliated. (Source: Wikimedia)

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Thoughts about Comments

After reading over the comments I received on my posts, I had some favorites. One comment had some nice feedback: the reader liked the details in the story and the layout of the tale. I had actually been told in a previous comment to add more pictures or break paragraphs up a bit more, so I am happy to see that my changes were noticed!

Another thing I liked was getting feedback on minor errors (spelling, punctuation, etc.). Sometimes, no matter how many times you read over a story, you can’t catch your own mistakes. The readers who pointed it out did so in a kind way – not at all mean! I think constructive criticism is VERY helpful!

Another one of my favorite comments had something about explaining a little more why I chose to go in a certain direction with my story (“However I wonder what was the idea behind adding the part where Rama destroys the bow?” – S. Singh). This made me think about making sure that my thought process was clearly defined in the Author’s Note at the end of the story. To me the reasoning might be obvious (I wanted to show that he was super strong and worthy of being Sita’s husband), but to the reader it might not be.

Overall, my favorite comments each have a nice aspect to them, and then something with true depth. I love hearing how great my stories are (don’t we all?), but I want to improve as a writer. Having those little tidbits of guidance really help for the next story!

In my comments, I try and be very supportive. I like to tell the author what I loved about their story, and then let them know a different approach that could have been used. For example, sometimes I think the author could explore a storyline a bit more, so I tell them an interesting direction they could take it. I think these pointers help when you are brainstorming for your next storytelling ideas.

Week 5 Reading Diary: Narayan's Mahabhata

This week I began reading the Mahabharata by Narayan. So far, the Pandavas have barely escaped the treachery of their cousins. While in hiding they get married to Draupadi - yes, all five brothers share a wife. It is actually a very easy read - quick and fun! You can never be sure where the plot line is headed, so I am enjoying the book so far! Here are my thoughts are the first four chapters:

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The Eighth Baby


“One day while hunting…” – this is a common lead-in for this chapter. It is where Santanyu met his two wives, and where Pandu was cursed. I think going into depth on the hunting trips could be an interesting story. What happened on the way, where they hunting for sport or food?

I found the situation with Ganga to be extremely odd: wouldn’t Santanyu stop her at the first baby? I get her part (as much as anyone could possibly understand a celestial deity), but why would he not stop the death of his children? Is there a separation from fathers and their children? Maybe he was in shock?

I liked the part where is say The Mahabharata “may be said to begin with these three personalities.” These three brothers are so different in their attributes, and I am interested to see how those differences play out in the rest of the story.

The Pandavas versus their cousins…an interesting beginning to the story. Naturally, there will be a fight for the throne. 


Enter – The Players


I see how silly, childish teasing can turn into serious, adult feelings. I wonder how things would have turned out if Bhima wasn’t so mean to Duryodhana. I couldn’t believe how eager Duryodhana was to have Karna beat Arjuna – he is really filled with anger and jealousy. And why is he so quick to crown him, when that could very well take away his own crown?

Again with the protagonist making promises without asking what they are promising – they agree to go capture this King Drupada without any explanation. It is absolutely ridiculous. Although, Drona’s story about how rude Drupada was does make me think it is a worthy task.


House of Joy – And Ashes


I really couldn’t believe how jealous Dhritarashtra had become, but the quote “Panic has made him crafty,” gave a look into his mind. He was being driven mad with fear of not being a leader! Panic will make being do really crazy things, and plotting to set the Pandavas on fire was definitely crazy.

Vidura is a man to be admired! He risked being caught by warning Yudhishthira, which could have been bad. I liked how they spoke in code – it makes me think of the codes between soldiers!


Bride for Five


I like the older-brother quality of Bhima. He is the family protector! The message that being patient and waiting for good to come to you is important. I can really feel that in my life: the oil market is awful, but as long as I am patient things will turn around!

I really admire the family for wanting to protect one another from Baka, the rakshasa. I could see my own sister volunteering to do something awful so that I wouldn’t have to, and I would do the same for her. However, the notion of all going to their death so no one would have to grieve is ridiculous. I love how Bhima conquers Baka with so much ease!

As in the Ramayana, there is a competition to win a wife – Draupadi. I really like her spunk – she rejects Karna!! Duryodhana’s remark was especially vile though – she had no “right” to speak. Gee. She has no right to who she marries.

Here is a depiction of the Pandavas brothers and Draupadi. (Source: Raja Ravi Varma)

Sunday, February 14, 2016

Week 4 Review

Aaahhh, one month down. It is a nice feeling having completed a whole month!! I have completed the weekly back-up for each of my sites, and made sure all of my declarations are up-to-date. When reviewing the daily announcements, there was a post on Friday, February 12 that caught my eye: The Earliest Ancient Texts. It was interesting to me, because the desire for humans to interact/communicate/write down their thoughts has been present for a very, very long time! Also, I like to think of the hieroglyphics as Egyptian texting!

Cartoon by Dan Reynolds.

Week 4: Famous Last Words

And so the fourth week of the semester comes to an end. This was a really fun week - with it ending on Valentine's Day! I was very productive this week, in this course and my other courses!

Reading For This Week

This week I watched a video called "Sita Sings the Blues", which outlined the life of Sita (Rama's wife from the Ramayana). It was a very good take on her side of the story, and portrayed the hardships she had to endure.

I also read a comic book called "Dasha Avatar". which outlines the ten main incarnations of Vishnu. I chose this comic because my storybook will be based on Vishnu and some of his tales, and I thought it would be good research for some inspiration, I really enjoyed the tales on Krishna and Buddha!

Other Classes

This past week, classes have been a lead up to next week which is when some major projects/exams will take place. We are starting to learn some interesting stuff in Production II (still not a favorite class of mine...). IOR is going in a simulator direction, which is exciting because simulations are super cool! Capstone has been increasingly fun, and I am learning more about the whole land acquisition process. This upcoming week I have a Production exam, which will be fairly difficult. I am using some growth mindset tactics, however, and am focusing on LEARNING the material rather than get an A!

Outside of Class

With this being Valentine's Day, I celebrated a little bit all weekend long. With chocolate, flowers, and yummy food, this is one of my favorite holidays! Besides all the lovey-dovey festivities, I had the chance to craft with my sister and start up my personal blog again! I will link it later, but it is still a work on progress for now!

A flower from the bouquet that I received for V-day! 

Week 4 Reading Diary: Dasha Avatar

Here is my reading diary for the comic book "Dasha Avatar". I wanted to read this comic book in particular to get some inspiration for my storybook, which is about Vishnu.

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Matsya Avatar - Fish

Vishnu transforms into a fish to retrieve the vedas and protect his devotee, Satyavrata.

I really enjoyed how Vishnu grows from a “wee fish” to this giant, horned fish. Satyavrata’s devotion to Vishnu really paid off!

Kurma Avatar - Turtle

Indra and the Devas the world need to obtain the nectar of immortality to lift the curse. The Devas and Asuras made peace to work together on the churning of the ocean. Vishnu transformed into a turtle, so that he could hold Mount Mandara on his back. Then, once the nectar was retrieved, Vishnu transformed into Mohini to charm the Asuras, and take back the nectar.

I really loved how Vishnu was so helpful to the Asuras, but my favorite part was when he transformed into Mohini to distract the Asuras. I think this is a good representation of the lotus – a symbol of purity. It shows how attachment and desire are not things to be sought after.

A depiction of Kurma; Vishnu's turtle avatar. (Source: Wikimedia)


Varatha Avatar - Boar

Brahma calls on Vishnu to bring up the earth, and so Vishnu transforms into a boar. Hiranyaksha wishes to fight with Vishnu, and so they have a battle with maces.

This story shows that a battle is not won with might alone, it is won with with your mind too. Hiranyaksha was too eager to fight, and didn’t think to consider that Vishnu may be stronger. Vishnu was patient and thought things out (hitting his foe at just the right time).


Narasimha Avatar – Man-Lion

Hiranyakashipu wishes to conquer the three worlds, and defeat Vishnu. He was granted a boon that no man or beast, by day or night, indoors or outdoors, on earth or in the sky could defeat him.

Again, Vishnu uses wit, not strength alone, to conquer his enemy. I love how he triumphs over evil. I think this is a great representation of dharma. Justice always prevails, no matter the trickery that one tries to do.

Vamana Avatar – Brahman

Bali performed a sacrificial fire to get the power to conquer the Devas. Aditi worships to Vishnu to ask for his help. Vishnu transforms into one of her sons, Vamana.

I liked the whole idea of hidden strength. Although Vamana appeared to be a small man, he was actually a giant! I think this could fit in well with my storybook somewhere!


Krishna Avatar

Vishnu takes the form of the seventh and eighth sons of Vasudeva to free Bhoomi Devi of her burden. As Krishna, Vishnu destroys Kamsa and many other evil men. He also sees to it that the Yadu race is destroyed.

This story was interesting because it encompasses so much. There was the first encounter with Kamsa, and then Krishna defeats the Kauravas (this relates to the Mahabharata), and finally he destroys the Yadavas. The part that caught my attention the most was how the mace was ground into powder and thrown into the ocean. It's journey from mace to powder (and chunk of metal) to the final destruction of the Yadavas was quite interesting.

A depiction of Krishna, one of Vishnu's avatars. (Source: Wikimedia)


Buddha Avatar

Siddhartha is born to Mayadevi after she dreamt of a white elephant with six tusks. It was told that the young baby would either become a great king or a great sage. His father desperately wanted him to be a king.

What I liked most about this story was how, despite how hard the father tried, Siddhartha was actually turned to the safe life because of his luxuries. His desire to know the truth - to find peace - overcame the worldly desires and attachments. I think this would make for a great lotus story for my storybook!


Kalki Avatar

It is said that when the end of time comes for earth, Vishnu will come in his sattvic form. He will reinforce the good.


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Bibliography:
"Dasha Avatar: The Ten Incarnations of Lord Vishnu" by Anant Pai (2010). ACK, Volume 10002.
Source: ACK Comics





Tuesday, February 9, 2016

Learning Challenge: Reading Out Loud

For my fifth learning challenge, I am tackling reading. I absolutely LOVE reading, especially long novels (thousands of pages, each filled with the thoughts of another - so amazing). I wanted to change things up a bit, so I challenged myself to do part of my reading of the Mahabharata out loud! I wanted to see how it changes the reading experience - do I get into the story more, or does my voice change when a different character speaks?

I love reading and art, and this photo capture both of those things for me! (Source: Kate Ter Haar)

Reading Out Loud:

When reading out loud I did notice that I got into the story more. It seemed a little more personal, and it was easier to keep track of all of the names (there are some really tricky pronunciations). It did seem to take a bit longer to read aloud than normal reading. Also, it is something you would want to do if you were alone (and I like to read just about anywhere). I think this is a great option for reading at home, and reading something that needs to be given more time to understand complex names/words.

Growth Mindset: The Heart of Failure

"As a species, we are not very good at coping with failure." It was this quote that caught my attention from the article "Behavior Research Illuminates the Very Human Heart of When, Why, and How we Fail" by Cassie Werber. And it is true, for myself at least. I absolutely hate it when I fail at something - especially when I try really, really hard. 

When considering how to handle failure, first conceptualize it. What is the problem? Now, if this were a friend's problem, how would you tell them to go about solving it? Separating the problem from yourself can make it easier to handle.

Crossroads: Success or Failure. (Source: Chris Potter)


We really shouldn't be afraid of failure, though, because it oftentimes leads to successful solutions. You need to look at your problem as an experiment: there may be some mistakes, learn from them. 

Know when your failures are telling you something deeper: you are no longer benefitting from the attempt. Maybe your approach is wrong, and if it is you need to stop an reevaluate things. It can be hard, but don't dig a deeper hole than you need to!

Another way to look at failure is to decide what you really want. If you are seeking something with the wrong motivation, you are bound to fail (diet to become skinny vs. diet to become healthy). Imagining something worthwhile will give you the extra boost you need to accomplish your goals - failure free! 

Monday, February 8, 2016

Storytelling for Week 4: Ravana's Perspective

Hello everyone, its Ravana speaking. I would just like to set the story straight about the so-called kidnapping of Sita

Ravana, the Demon-King of Lanka. (Source: Wikimedia)

As you all know, my sister came to me and told me I should take Sita for myself. What you don’t know, is that she has whispered in one of my twenty ears that Rama was a rotten husband to Sita. He didn’t give her the love she deserved, and he sure didn’t respect her. In fact, he claimed her to be his “trophy wife”, since he had won her from a challenge.

Before this, I gained my mighty strength by worshipping the gods. I was devout, and I was willing to pray for days. Although I had this strength, I wanted to use it for good. So when my sister told me how poorly Sita was being treated, I knew she needed my help.

So, I sent out the fake golden deer to distract Rama while I went to retrieve Sita. The story usually says that I snuck into the house, but what really happened was I just went straight up to the door and knocked. Sita, being the timid woman she is cracked the door and inquired why I was there. I told her that I knew about her situation with Rama, and that I wanted to help her.

She said the only way she knew that I could save her would be to fake a kidnapping. And so, I snatched her up and took her to my chariot, while she yelled out her phony cries for help. Once we were a good distance away, she remembered that her jewelry had special tracking capabilities, so she hurried and threw it onto the ground. 

Ravana talking to Sita by her tree. (Source: Wikimedia)

Finally, we made it to Lanka. I set her up with her own home, making sure it had a beautiful shade tree for her to meditate under. She never knew what it was like to have her own things, for Rama had never allowed it.

She really seemed to enjoy herself – she even began to sing a melodious tune. I saw to it that she was outfitted in only the finest of silks, and that no one bothered her during her meditation time. All was perfect, until that horrible day when my scouts told me that Rama was hunting for Sita.

I debated with myself for days on whether I should tell Sita that her mean husband was coming to take her back. Ultimately, I knew that if I truly respected her, I would tell her all the information I knew. She took it well, considering all the distress he had caused her. I told her I would do all that I could to make for sure she was safe.

I readied my armies, and sent out additional scouts to monitor Rama’s advance. In the back of my mind, I knew I could never kill him though – Sita truly loved her husband, even if he was rude. So I tried to persuade him to just leave her with me. He wouldn’t even listen to my pleas. And so, he came to Lanka and took Sita back. 

Rama and Ravana battling. (Source: Wikimedia)

While I now live among the gods, Rama continues to smear my name with his false truths. I am happy to have been able to tell you my side, and I hope you consider it when you read stories like the Ramayana.

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Author's Note:
I was inspired to write this story after watching the film "Sita Sings the Blues". In it, the narrators talk about how Ravana was kind of a "good villain". Additionally, Rama treats Sita very poorly in the film, by making her prove her purity not only once - BUT TWICE. And so, I thought writing a story where Sita wanted to run away from Rama with Ravana's help would be an interesting twist. 

Bibliography:
"Sita Sings the Blues" by Nina Paley (2008). Web.
Source: YouTube